dang i miss china. thrs just this special feeling and connection even whn i see an advert from china geez i knw how crazy tht sounds. cant wait t go back thr nxt year!

tht was written a few days back acty nvr got ard t finish it hehe.
this is bad! i kinda lost my motivation t study for my last paper? and its twc. thts not gd cus chuchu cannot do techology so she must mugg for it but she isnt! ANYWAYS PSLE results are out! congrats t those who did well. my mum's god son scored a freaking TWO SEVEN EIGHT! damn pro right! he said he wanted t tk over msia whn he grow up LOL! and the top two scorers in sgp, 290 and 287 respectively, both came from China! they only came over whn they were in pri 3/4 and started off with failing english and only knowing howto say hello and goodbye. im so proud of these ppl (: looking at th circle of my family frens, its amazing how theire kiasu-ness does not lose out t sgpreans at all. th kids are generally pri 3/4 level and all of them are top three in their class for every single exam. fierce competition much? quite a few gifted class, quite a few DHS, RI, RGS, NYGH, RJ and HCI etc etc. one boy came t sgp whn he was sec one so he cld only go pasir ris crest and one and half yr ltr managed t go tru th interview and got t be the one out of two t be selected t go RI. then from a neighbourhood sch t RI, he got third in class in RI. hmm. okay so why am i such an anomaly??? sokaaay i managed t scrap tru t my desired fac in uni afterall. contented.

yay im gna see snow soon!! =))

you think it takes one week t organise a OCIP? you think that people dont hvto study for exams and hv all th time in th world t adjust plans? you think that we're gg thr like its a holiday and can just call it off as we wish? you think we havnt alr made commitments, both monetary and not t mention HOURS AND HOURS? you think the tour agency will just allow 22 of us to withdraw our tix a week before flying and postpone its to God knows whn? you think YEP fund us to let us treat it like a joke? you think everyone of us will be oh-so-coincidentally free nxt hols and go over tgt? you think everything can go according t th way YOU plan? you think we can tell th village and th schools that oh we're so sorry we wont be going down a week before the trip when we'd planned for months?

no.
we can only protect ourselves this much. and we will try t do that. so stop giving some unrealistic ideas and shove it down my throat. you're irritating the hell out of me, such as telling me t email th tcher in charge and suggest cancelling th trip or postponing it t th nxt holiday. who's gna organise it again? you?? GET REAL. and fyi, we dont even have a tcher in charge, its a student initatied programme.

almost everyday, mum will tuck dodo in bed, pat him on his tummy, talk t him and hug him.





th thing is, dodo is just a soft toy! zomg. yeah th one th c made for me. momsie simply loves him cus he's fat and has a super round tummy(yay me loves all things fat and round) . she claims tht if my kid can be tht fat nxt time she'll absolutely spoil him like crazy and bring him out t eat macs every single day. you'd think tht a kid tht fat shd abstain frm all fastfood right. and the way she's SO paranoid over my sis's studies totally does not reflect in wht she said regarding th way she'll treat my kids. she said tht she wont care abt their studies cus thts my job. so even if they fail horribly, she'll just bring them out t eat. gee.
i love dodo too btw ((: i dress him up in th medicine polo tee and change his specs accoording t how i feel. like whn im studying i'll make him wear th geeky specs t study w me. or sometimes i'll put on th shades for him to be coool. hehehe.
bet you din knw im tht kiddy hur.

hot mama!
and still my fav chair ((:

okay back t more bizlaw.

went t mug at the airport today w ltb gang, of which one stays in bukit timah.hahaha.

so on th way back i stopped at tanah merah and saw a couple of ahs ppl thr. hahahha. reminiscence much? still rmb how i used t stand at th platform looking down at th path leading towards th mrt station for ppl i knw, or more specifically for scandals and wht nots. th stretch of cement road tht i walked for four years. hmm thts quite some time ago.. still, one of the best times in my life thus far. how we like t scream like such crazy girls while walking (really ?!?!?!??!, thinking back now), walk in th rain like some emo kids and think that we're oh so mature just becus we're sec fours and the most senior in school.

we are constantly changing, constantly growing. we nvr stop looking back at ourselves and laugh at our own immaturity back then. every time we realised how stupid we were, we're probably one step further from innocence. ahwell. thats how we all learn right?

whtever it is, im so glad t hv you girls and lets not ever, (please please please) drift okay? we're all busy w our own life now, we dont contact that often. but that need not necessarily mean that we will drift, as long as we all want to and still cherish this frenship. i want us to attend each other's wedding (be the bridesmaid!), be the godma of each other's kids and let the kids grow up playing w each other as well. tht wld be soooo awesome((: lets go for high tea in our thirties w a chanel 2.55 each, go pamper ourselves once in a while for a ladies retreat and leave th kids t th guys, visit each other's place for chinese new year every year, organise a chalet just becus we feel like it and chat over coffee after work, alright?

love you girls <3
xoxo